At 28, This Man Is Choosing Euthanasia Over Living With Bipolar Disorder- 'Life Is Absolutely Worth Living But Mine Is Entirely Unbearable'

Updated Mar 15, 2025 | 06:00 PM IST

SummaryOn his bipolar disorder journey, a 28-year-old Ghanaian man shares his experience and decision to choose assisted death in the Netherlands prompting a much-needed conversation about mental health struggles and how some people are in a cyclic treatment resistance.
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This is the story of Joseph, a 28-year-old man who's made a very difficult choice. On December 2024, Joseph Awuah-Darko shared the difficult decision of choosing euthanasia on Instagram. He's not physically sick, but he's been battling a severe mental illness called bipolar disorder for many years. He's tried many treatments, but nothing has helped him feel better. He feels like the pain of his illness is too much to bear. He's shared his story publicly to help people understand what he's going through and to show how serious mental illness can be. Joseph shared a post that explained why he is making this decision, in the caption of the post he shared, “I am not saying that life (as a phenomenon) isn’t worth living. It ABSOLUTELY is. What I am saying is that the mental weight of MINE has become entirely unbearable.”

Joseph has bipolar disorder, which means his moods swing very high and very low. He's had this illness for a long time, and it makes his life very difficult. On his Instagram, he has shared his journey with bipolar, he explained that he tried many different medicines and therapies, but they haven't worked. He feels constant pain and suffering because of his illness. He's reached a point where he feels like he can't go on anymore. He's been open about his struggles on social media, hoping to raise awareness about mental health. He wants people to understand how much he suffers and why he's made this decision.

Euthanasia in the Netherlands

Government of the Netherlands explain that in the Netherlands, it's legal for a doctor to help someone end their life if they meet certain conditions. This is called euthanasia. Joseph has applied for this because he feels his mental illness is causing him unbearable suffering. There are rules and procedures that doctors must follow. They have to make sure the person understands their decision and that there are no other options. The process can take a long time, sometimes years. Joseph believes that having the option of a peaceful and dignified death is important. He wants to have control over how his life ends.

The Last Supper Project

When Joseph shared his decision, people had many different reactions. Some people understood and supported him. Others were sad and hoped he would change his mind. He even received some negative comments. But he also received many kind messages, including invitations to have dinner. This inspired him to start "The Last Supper Project," where he travels and shares meals with strangers. In the caption he explained, “‘The Last Supper Project’ is based on the Harvard Study of Adult Development which speaks to the importance of quality relationships and community as the greatest predictor for happiness. And I feel connecting this way around food as a great unifying vessel could be beautiful.”

The Last Supper Project is one of the longest studies, lasting for more than 80 years, done on adult development. In an Author Speaks edition of McKinsey & Company, the study’s director Robert Waldinger explained the study wanted to know what helps people have happy and healthy lives, even if they had problems when they were young. Most studies only looked at what goes wrong, but this one wanted to know what goes right. The study emphasizes that it is never too late for positive changes. People often believe they are too old or incapable of forming good relationships. They may think happiness is out of reach. However, the study has observed individuals who found happiness unexpectedly.

Joseph wants to connect with people and enjoy these moments while he waits for his euthanasia request to be approved. He sees these dinners as a way to find joy and connection in his final chapter. He still has bad days, but he finds comfort in these shared experiences.

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Why Someone Days Away From Death May Start To See Loved Ones: End-Of-Life Doctor & Neurologist Explain

Updated Oct 7, 2026 | 12:00 AM IST

SummarySomeone who is dying may have visions and hallucinations as they move towards the end. Even though there isn't a definitive scientific cause,
Why Someone Days Away From Death May Start To See Loved Ones: End-Of-Life Doctor & Neurologist Explain

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Someone who is dying may start to their loved ones who passed away years ago. This could be unsettling and confusing for families and relatives who may assume that the person is just hallucinating or undergoing a deeper neurological issue.

But hospice physician Dr Christopher Kerr says such experiences are a known phenomenon called end-of-life dreams and visions (ELDVs). Kerr, chief medical officer of Hospice Buffalo, has spent decades studying these experiences in dying patients extensively.

Appearing on The Oprah Podcast, he told Oprah Winfrey that many patients near death describe seeing deceased relatives or people who cared for them during their lives. The experiences can feel completely real to them.

Why Do People Near Death See Deceased Loved Ones?

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One of the possibilities is that the brain experiences significant changes as the body starts to shut down.

Alterations in sleep, consciousness, metabolism, oxygen levels, medications, and brain chemistry can all affect perception during the final stages of life.

Dr. Rakesh Lalla, Additional Director - Neurology, Fortis Hospital, Mumbai, told HealthandMe, " These visions could be explained by the alterations that occur within the brain as the body starts to close down. Due to oxygen deprivation and altered brain activity, the brain would process memories, feelings, and stimuli differently. The areas responsible for memory processing and vision could become stimulated or disrupted, which could result in some vivid visions or experiences."

The expert also said that these visions do not mean that the person has a neurological or psychiatric issue.

Dr. Lalla said, "They do not necessarily mean that the person is confused or suffering from a psychiatric condition. In many cases, they are brief, peaceful, and emotionally meaningful to the individual. We still do not fully understand why particular people or memories appear."

The neurologist also advised families to stay supportive and calm during such situations.

He added, "The brain’s complex relationship between memory, emotion and perception is likely to play an important role. For families, the key is to remain calm, listen without dismissing the experience, and provide reassurance and comfort."

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Hallucinations Or Part Of The Dying Process?

Experts who have been studying ELDVs have also found that these experiences have some distinctive patterns that do not resemble random hallucinations.

In a 2014 longitudinal study led by Kerr, most of the 59 hospice patients who completed the study reported at least one dream or vision. Almost half occurred during sleep, and nearly all patients said the experiences felt real. The most common involved deceased friends or relatives or other loved ones. In fact, comforting visions of deceased people became more common as patients moved closer to death.

A 2026 systematic review of 13 studies similarly found that ELDVs occurred in at least one in five dying adults.

The National Institute on Aging also states that dying people may appear to see or talk to someone who is not present and may report dreams involving deceased relatives or friends. Such experiences are often comforting, and caregivers are generally advised not to immediately correct or challenge the person.

Seeing Loved Ones Could Be A Comforting End

Kerr said that patients seeing deceased loved ones in their visions appeared calmer afterward. His research suggests that these experiences may carry deep emotional meaning for patients.

“Very little is said between the person in the dream and the dreamer, but everything seems to be understood,” Kerr told Oprah.

Scientists still cannot say exactly what produces these experiences or whether they represent anything beyond changes occurring in the dying brain.

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When Do You Need A Heart Check-up?

Updated Oct 5, 2026 | 09:00 PM IST

SummaryA heart health evaluation should ideally take place when the person is feeling completely well, long before any warning signs appear. Starting check-ups at age 30 is important because certain congenital and structural heart conditions remain completely silent for years.
When Do You Need A Heart Check-up?

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India accounts for one-fifth of global deaths due to cardiovascular diseases (CVDs) or complications related to the heart and blood vessels. Moreover, women are more vulnerable to these complications. Recent data show that women (14%) have a higher prevalence of CVD than men (12%), making preventive care very important for all.

When Should A Heart Check-up Be Done?

The human heart works constantly and efficiently and can compensate for metabolic stress and narrowing of blood vessels without showing any obvious symptoms. Hence, a heart health evaluation should ideally take place when the person is feeling completely well, long before any warning signs appear.

While acute symptoms, such as chest pressure or tightness, unexplained breathlessness, fainting, or unusual fatigue on effort, demand immediate attention, true heart protection occurs through early and planned tests. While heart check-ups are routinely recommended starting at age 40, screening should ideally begin earlier, around ages 30 to 35, especially if risk factors are present.

Starting check-ups at age 30 is important because certain congenital and structural heart conditions remain completely silent for years, and early screening ensures timely, targeted treatment when it is most effective.

Regular screening helps detect and rule out underlying issues early, including congenital heart defects (commonly known as holes in the heart) and conditions such as Atrial Septal Defect (ASD), Ventricular Septal Defect (VSD), or Patent Ductus Arteriosus (PDA). Structural and muscle diseases, on the other hand, include valve disorders, heart muscle weakness, or abnormal thickening of the heart walls (e.g., Hypertrophic Obstructive Cardiomyopathy (HOCM)).

Key Risk Factors

In addition to age, patients should seek a heart check-up sooner if they have any of the following risk factors:

  • Strong family history of premature heart disease in immediate relatives.
  • History of active or past smoking and tobacco use.
  • Metabolic conditions such as diabetes, hypertension, or elevated blood cholesterol.

Excess body weight, especially central or abdominal obesity. Excess body weight damages the kidneys, leads to fat deposits in the liver and increases the risk of developing diabetes, and ultimately increases the strain on the heart and blood vessels (cardiovascular system). These interconnected conditions are known as Cardiovascular-Kidney-Metabolic (CKM) syndrome and include heart disease, kidney disease, diabetes, stetotic (fatty) liver disease, and obesity.

Effective weight and metabolic management, through modern options such as oral or injectable GLP1 therapies, can improve long-term heart health.

Tailoring care

A heart check-up can involve several tests, from blood tests to invasive or non-invasive ones (with/without needles, catheters, or probes entering the body). The most common blood tests include fasting and post-prandial or after-meal blood sugar (FBG/PPBG), HbA1c (glycated haemoglobin), lipid and thyroid profile, and kidney function tests. Non-invasive cardiac tests include electrocardiogram (ECG), 2D echocardiogram, and ultrasound. However, not everyone needs all of them.

Diagnostic tests should be customized based on the person’s age, symptoms, and individual risk score. Hence, skip the urge to self-order commercial diagnostic packages online. Instead, take the most important step towards protecting your heart by talking to your doctor. A personalized assessment can help determine which tests, if any, are appropriate for you, so that you can focus on the right steps to keep your heart healthy.

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Could A Gut Bacteria Chemical Shape Future Risk Of Alzheimer's Disease? Study Raises Question

Updated Oct 5, 2026 | 08:00 PM IST

SummaryA recent study found a link between that chemical produced by a gut bacteria was linked to p-tau217, a key biomarker in Alzheimer’s pathology.
Could A Gut Bacteria Chemical Shape Future Alzheimer's Risk? Study Raises Question

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Gut chemicals may play a role in influencing the likelihood of someone developing Alzheimer's disease. A new study has a chemical produced by certain gut bacteria in focus that may affect Alzheimer’s disease risk, cognitive decline, and other changes related to the disease.

Published in Nature Communications, the study focused on imidazole propionate (ImP), a metabolite produced by some gut bacteria when they break down the amino acid histidine.

Researchers found that people with higher levels of ImP in their blood had lower cognitive scores and higher levels of biomarkers that indicate the likelihood of Alzheimer’s disease and neurodegeneration.

How Was The Study Conducted?

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The researchers studied health data from 1,196 adults who were cognitively unimpaired, with an average age of about 61 years. Higher blood levels of ImP were associated with poorer cognitive performance and faster age-related decline.

Higher ImP was also linked to increased levels of p-tau217, a key biomarker in Alzheimer’s pathology, and neurofilament light chain, a marker of nerve-cell damage.

The finding builds on earlier work from the University of Wisconsin-Madison team showing differences in gut microbes between people with Alzheimer’s and those without the disease.

“Since then, we've been trying to figure out how this difference in the gut perhaps leads to changes in the brain,” said Barbara Bendlin, professor of medicine at the University of Wisconsin-Madison.

But ImP itself may be more relevant than simply having a particular type of gut bacteria.

“ImP-producing bacteria are present in a large fraction of people, but they're not very abundant in most people,” said Federico Rey, professor of bacteriology at the University of Wisconsin-Madison. “But something we have learned over the years is that a microbe doesn't have to be abundant to have an impact on the host.”

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Could Changing Your Diet Prevent Dementia Risk?

The researchers also found genetic evidence that linked higher ImP levels with an increased risk of Alzheimer’s. In experiments on mice, long-term exposure to ImP increased amyloid-beta plaques and signs of brain inflammation.

Laboratory experiments further suggested that ImP could affect the blood-brain barrier and promote tau hyperphosphorylation, a process involved in nerve damage that occurs in Alzheimer’s.

Researchers also caution against making changes to diet to alter gut bacteria. They say ImP is produced when bacteria metabolise histidine, an amino acid that the body needs and that is found in many protein-rich foods.

“Generally improving your diet would probably help,” Bendlin said. “But it's not as easy as saying, 'Stop eating eggs' or 'Don't eat so much red meat.' Because you need histidine, and it's all over the place.”

Instead, the researchers are looking at whether ImP itself could eventually be targeted.

“It could be just like cholesterol, where people with elevated cholesterol take a drug, a statin, that reduces their risk for heart disease,” Bendlin said. “If we can find an inhibitor that can help decrease the levels of ImP in the blood, that could hopefully reduce the risk of Alzheimer's and the speed of cognitive decline for a significant number of people.”

Researchers also say that the findings do not show that ImP causes Alzheimer’s in humans, nor do they suggest that probiotics or dietary changes can prevent dementia.

But they strengthen growing evidence that suggest chemicals produced by gut microbes may affect brain health years before symptoms surface.

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