At 28, This Man Is Choosing Euthanasia Over Living With Bipolar Disorder- 'Life Is Absolutely Worth Living But Mine Is Entirely Unbearable'

Updated Mar 15, 2025 | 06:00 PM IST

SummaryOn his bipolar disorder journey, a 28-year-old Ghanaian man shares his experience and decision to choose assisted death in the Netherlands prompting a much-needed conversation about mental health struggles and how some people are in a cyclic treatment resistance.
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This is the story of Joseph, a 28-year-old man who's made a very difficult choice. On December 2024, Joseph Awuah-Darko shared the difficult decision of choosing euthanasia on Instagram. He's not physically sick, but he's been battling a severe mental illness called bipolar disorder for many years. He's tried many treatments, but nothing has helped him feel better. He feels like the pain of his illness is too much to bear. He's shared his story publicly to help people understand what he's going through and to show how serious mental illness can be. Joseph shared a post that explained why he is making this decision, in the caption of the post he shared, “I am not saying that life (as a phenomenon) isn’t worth living. It ABSOLUTELY is. What I am saying is that the mental weight of MINE has become entirely unbearable.”

Joseph has bipolar disorder, which means his moods swing very high and very low. He's had this illness for a long time, and it makes his life very difficult. On his Instagram, he has shared his journey with bipolar, he explained that he tried many different medicines and therapies, but they haven't worked. He feels constant pain and suffering because of his illness. He's reached a point where he feels like he can't go on anymore. He's been open about his struggles on social media, hoping to raise awareness about mental health. He wants people to understand how much he suffers and why he's made this decision.

Euthanasia in the Netherlands

Government of the Netherlands explain that in the Netherlands, it's legal for a doctor to help someone end their life if they meet certain conditions. This is called euthanasia. Joseph has applied for this because he feels his mental illness is causing him unbearable suffering. There are rules and procedures that doctors must follow. They have to make sure the person understands their decision and that there are no other options. The process can take a long time, sometimes years. Joseph believes that having the option of a peaceful and dignified death is important. He wants to have control over how his life ends.

The Last Supper Project

When Joseph shared his decision, people had many different reactions. Some people understood and supported him. Others were sad and hoped he would change his mind. He even received some negative comments. But he also received many kind messages, including invitations to have dinner. This inspired him to start "The Last Supper Project," where he travels and shares meals with strangers. In the caption he explained, “‘The Last Supper Project’ is based on the Harvard Study of Adult Development which speaks to the importance of quality relationships and community as the greatest predictor for happiness. And I feel connecting this way around food as a great unifying vessel could be beautiful.”

The Last Supper Project is one of the longest studies, lasting for more than 80 years, done on adult development. In an Author Speaks edition of McKinsey & Company, the study’s director Robert Waldinger explained the study wanted to know what helps people have happy and healthy lives, even if they had problems when they were young. Most studies only looked at what goes wrong, but this one wanted to know what goes right. The study emphasizes that it is never too late for positive changes. People often believe they are too old or incapable of forming good relationships. They may think happiness is out of reach. However, the study has observed individuals who found happiness unexpectedly.

Joseph wants to connect with people and enjoy these moments while he waits for his euthanasia request to be approved. He sees these dinners as a way to find joy and connection in his final chapter. He still has bad days, but he finds comfort in these shared experiences.

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How To Steer Clear Of Gut Infections During Monsoon, According To A Gastroenterologist

Updated Jun 26, 2026 | 04:55 PM IST

SummaryThe onset of monsoon often triggers a rise in various infections and diseases that particularly stem from consuming contaminated foods and drinks.

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Your Long Covid Headache And Fatigue May Be Caused By Autoantibodies, Study Suggests

Updated Jun 26, 2026 | 04:53 PM IST

SummaryA recent NIH study found that some long COVID patients may have specific autoantibodies that are driving neurological symptoms like headaches, fatigue, and difficulty focusing.
Your Long Covid Headache And Fatigue May Be Caused By Autoantibodies, Study Suggests

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A recent study has found proof that an autoimmune reaction is triggering certain neurological symptoms seen in some long COVID patients. The study, conducted in healthy mice, found that the mice exhibited symptoms mirroring those of affected patients to some extent.

What is Long COVID?

While it has been a long time since the end of the COVID pandemic, its effects continue to linger even today. Several patients who contracted COVID continue to suffer.

Autoantibodies Behind Long COVID Symptoms?

Researchers have found a key reason behind certain neurological symptoms of long COVID.

A US NIH-funded research group, directed by Drs. Akiko Iwasaki and Tamas L. Horvath of the Yale University School of Medicine and Dr. David Putrino of the Icahn School of Medicine at Mount Sinai recently found that autoantibodies could be triggering these neurological symptoms in some long COVID patients.

Antibodies, in a healthy person, help fight infections. In patients with autoimmune diseases, these antibodies target the body’s own tissues. They are called autoantibodies.

The study also discovered that patients who had these autoantibodies are more likely to experience similar symptoms. For example, people with autoantibodies are more likely to face symptoms like loss of taste and smell. They are also more likely to experience nausea and joint pain.

The Mouse Experiment

The researchers conducted the study by transferring purified antibodies from long COVID patients into healthy mice. It was discovered that the mice developed the following changes that resembled the donors' symptoms:

  • Antibodies from patients with chronic pain caused increased pain sensitivity
  • Antibodies from patients with dizziness caused balance problems
  • Antibodies from fatigued patients reduced treadmill endurance
Even though the study brings an amount of cohesive understanding in the neurological health of long COVID patients, it doesn't prove the same process is occurring identically in all patients. It provides evidence that the antibodies themselves could contribute to these kinds of neurological changes.

The recent breakthrough in long COVID research has brought the healthcare industry one step closer to personalizing care for those affected.

Dr. Putrino says, “Our study now shows that if you are in a subgroup of Long COVID patients who have autoantibodies circulating in your body, this is a quantifiable sign that you may be a good candidate for these drugs.”

Long COVID Patients More Likely To Develop Heart Diseases

A recent survey by the journal Clinical concluded that long COVID patients were more likely to face cardiovascular complications.

The study finds that cardiovascular diseases were more common among long COVID patients. It concluded that 11.9% of those with long COVID have CVD compared to 6.8% without this condition.

Specifically, it further revealed that long COVID was associated with a higher risk of chest pain and heart attack, but not coronary heart disease and stroke.

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Your Long Covid Headache And Fatigue May Be Caused By Autoantibodies, Study Suggests

Updated Jun 26, 2026 | 04:53 PM IST

SummaryA recent NIH study found that some long COVID patients may have specific autoantibodies that are driving neurological symptoms like headaches, fatigue, and difficulty focusing.
Your Long Covid Headache And Fatigue May Be Caused By Autoantibodies, Study Suggests

Credit: iStock

A recent study has found proof that an autoimmune reaction is triggering certain neurological symptoms seen in some long COVID patients. The study, conducted in healthy mice, found that the mice exhibited symptoms mirroring those of affected patients to some extent.

What is Long COVID?

While it has been a long time since the end of the COVID pandemic, its effects continue to linger even today. Several patients who contracted COVID continue to suffer.

Autoantibodies Behind Long COVID Symptoms?

Researchers have found a key reason behind certain neurological symptoms of long COVID.

A US NIH-funded research group, directed by Drs. Akiko Iwasaki and Tamas L. Horvath of the Yale University School of Medicine and Dr. David Putrino of the Icahn School of Medicine at Mount Sinai recently found that autoantibodies could be triggering these neurological symptoms in some long COVID patients.

Antibodies, in a healthy person, help fight infections. In patients with autoimmune diseases, these antibodies target the body’s own tissues. They are called autoantibodies.

The study also discovered that patients who had these autoantibodies are more likely to experience similar symptoms. For example, people with autoantibodies are more likely to face symptoms like loss of taste and smell. They are also more likely to experience nausea and joint pain.

The Mouse Experiment

The researchers conducted the study by transferring purified antibodies from long COVID patients into healthy mice. It was discovered that the mice developed the following changes that resembled the donors' symptoms:

  • Antibodies from patients with chronic pain caused increased pain sensitivity
  • Antibodies from patients with dizziness caused balance problems
  • Antibodies from fatigued patients reduced treadmill endurance
Even though the study brings an amount of cohesive understanding in the neurological health of long COVID patients, it doesn't prove the same process is occurring identically in all patients. It provides evidence that the antibodies themselves could contribute to these kinds of neurological changes.

The recent breakthrough in long COVID research has brought the healthcare industry one step closer to personalizing care for those affected.

Dr. Putrino says, “Our study now shows that if you are in a subgroup of Long COVID patients who have autoantibodies circulating in your body, this is a quantifiable sign that you may be a good candidate for these drugs.”

Long COVID Patients More Likely To Develop Heart Diseases

A recent survey by the journal Clinical concluded that long COVID patients were more likely to face cardiovascular complications.

The study finds that cardiovascular diseases were more common among long COVID patients. It concluded that 11.9% of those with long COVID have CVD compared to 6.8% without this condition.

Specifically, it further revealed that long COVID was associated with a higher risk of chest pain and heart attack, but not coronary heart disease and stroke.

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